Boredom and Randoms.

I am laying in bed with so much stuff in my mind. I thought I'd vent, but that would take way more than the blog would allow, so how about 20 random's since that seems to be a great way to restart your year!

1. I am in love with Jaws movies, although I am not one to watch any horror movies.

2. I am seriously worried about my future and being able to provide for my family. I lay awake hours at night freaked out of my mind. I wish I had a better job and nothing seems to be going our way.

3. I have a sick obsession with pickles, but ONLY dill pickles.

4. I love water in every shape and place although I'm deathly afraid to be in murky water. I refuse to look down at all.

5. I desperately want another baby.

6.  I want a Doberman, like ASAP.

7. If I could do one thing I dreamt of, it be win the lottery and pay off everyone I loves debt.

8. I pray every night evern though I'm not very religious.

9.  I'm secretly OCD about even numbers.

10.  I have weird movements in my stomach that look like a baby is in there, but seriously its from the c-section. My body never recooperated properly. It's FREAKING weird!

11. I love taking photos, even if some are off center and weird shots.

12. I despise the fact that certain people boast all the time about how they're doing so well. Who cares?!

13. I think the nastiest sin you could commit is not murder, because people have been doing it all along, whether its on purpose or accident. Thats why we're such a volatile race. No I honestly think its adultry. It's disguisting. you can talk all the crap you want to people, but commiting it is a whole different level. 98% of the time children are involved in the outcome and its never a good one.

14. I have no idea why I ramble.

15. I have a big mouth when it comes to my kid. I will defend him to no end, i will step on peoples toes to do it.

16. I'm seriously thinking about my number 10. Its happening as I type.

17. Allen is snoring so loud right now my phone just vibrated off my chest where it was laying.

18. I can snore louder I'm sure of it.

19. I am pumped about 2011, minus the whole job thing.

20. It took me sooo long to write this, that my foot is killing me because its been propping up my laptop on my leg!

Well, I'm done rambling, off for now! Toodles!
Sara

January 2011

Well a new year has begun. I'm attempting to be great at blogging, although I am seriously behind. I am attempting to do this tonight just as I have a million times before. Time is of the essence right now. I can barely sleep at night now, so its taking its toll. I will give a quick update on us though!

 Train- is still in school. He graduates(assuming so) in September this year. I am SO ready for this chapter to be over. I am ready for us to have a home of our own, more babies and more fur-babies. I just want everything I guess. We are taking a date night the end of the month. The first date we've had in at least a year. We're going to Dayton to see Rascal Flatts. I am SO excited. We're trying to take this year and focus on us.

Caden will be 5 in March. Its crazy how time flies. He's such a smart boy. He's working on his alphabet and counting. So far, A,H,1 and 0 are good. Crazy order, but hey! I'm crazy about that kid. He's such a Mommy's boy, yet he's stuff as nails.

I'm hoping that job opportunities present themselves this year. I am so ready to be able to not count every penny. We're glad to also have jobs though. I know with a town like ours hit so hard by the economic impact, its super hard to find a better job. So, Here's hoping!

Family is good. I'm going to be an Aunt! Carter will be here early June. His big sister(who just recently become part of our family last June) is excited too! Chloe is just a doll! It was a great thing I believe. Now there's a new life in our family's and a new family member to love.

Well it is getting late, so I must be off. Time to put this little Monsta to bed :-)
Love to you all!

Sara