Catching up.... The short version!

Where do I start? Do I tell you about Train getting ready to graduate? C starting kindergarten Wednesday? The new house( were renting) from heaven then sent from h*ll! Ok I'll save you details until tomorrow seeing as it's 12:35 a.m. And I'm so tired beyond belief and Trains at my parents because he has to work yet again until 11, then again at 7 a.m. Who makes these horrible schedules you ask? Someone who doesn't have a family is my assumption! I CANNOT wait to find a real house, closer to home and closer so my hubby can sleep soundly net to me!

Boredom and Randoms.

I am laying in bed with so much stuff in my mind. I thought I'd vent, but that would take way more than the blog would allow, so how about 20 random's since that seems to be a great way to restart your year!

1. I am in love with Jaws movies, although I am not one to watch any horror movies.

2. I am seriously worried about my future and being able to provide for my family. I lay awake hours at night freaked out of my mind. I wish I had a better job and nothing seems to be going our way.

3. I have a sick obsession with pickles, but ONLY dill pickles.

4. I love water in every shape and place although I'm deathly afraid to be in murky water. I refuse to look down at all.

5. I desperately want another baby.

6.  I want a Doberman, like ASAP.

7. If I could do one thing I dreamt of, it be win the lottery and pay off everyone I loves debt.

8. I pray every night evern though I'm not very religious.

9.  I'm secretly OCD about even numbers.

10.  I have weird movements in my stomach that look like a baby is in there, but seriously its from the c-section. My body never recooperated properly. It's FREAKING weird!

11. I love taking photos, even if some are off center and weird shots.

12. I despise the fact that certain people boast all the time about how they're doing so well. Who cares?!

13. I think the nastiest sin you could commit is not murder, because people have been doing it all along, whether its on purpose or accident. Thats why we're such a volatile race. No I honestly think its adultry. It's disguisting. you can talk all the crap you want to people, but commiting it is a whole different level. 98% of the time children are involved in the outcome and its never a good one.

14. I have no idea why I ramble.

15. I have a big mouth when it comes to my kid. I will defend him to no end, i will step on peoples toes to do it.

16. I'm seriously thinking about my number 10. Its happening as I type.

17. Allen is snoring so loud right now my phone just vibrated off my chest where it was laying.

18. I can snore louder I'm sure of it.

19. I am pumped about 2011, minus the whole job thing.

20. It took me sooo long to write this, that my foot is killing me because its been propping up my laptop on my leg!

Well, I'm done rambling, off for now! Toodles!
Sara

January 2011

Well a new year has begun. I'm attempting to be great at blogging, although I am seriously behind. I am attempting to do this tonight just as I have a million times before. Time is of the essence right now. I can barely sleep at night now, so its taking its toll. I will give a quick update on us though!

 Train- is still in school. He graduates(assuming so) in September this year. I am SO ready for this chapter to be over. I am ready for us to have a home of our own, more babies and more fur-babies. I just want everything I guess. We are taking a date night the end of the month. The first date we've had in at least a year. We're going to Dayton to see Rascal Flatts. I am SO excited. We're trying to take this year and focus on us.

Caden will be 5 in March. Its crazy how time flies. He's such a smart boy. He's working on his alphabet and counting. So far, A,H,1 and 0 are good. Crazy order, but hey! I'm crazy about that kid. He's such a Mommy's boy, yet he's stuff as nails.

I'm hoping that job opportunities present themselves this year. I am so ready to be able to not count every penny. We're glad to also have jobs though. I know with a town like ours hit so hard by the economic impact, its super hard to find a better job. So, Here's hoping!

Family is good. I'm going to be an Aunt! Carter will be here early June. His big sister(who just recently become part of our family last June) is excited too! Chloe is just a doll! It was a great thing I believe. Now there's a new life in our family's and a new family member to love.

Well it is getting late, so I must be off. Time to put this little Monsta to bed :-)
Love to you all!

Sara

New items on my list.

Finish my blogging! and post it. These are the two top priorities!! However making Christmas cards are more important at this moment :-)

Snowy Night Christmas

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Hello again! I feel like a caveman :-p

Here's Caden and his "polder bears"

Wow... It takes a mountain to get through to certain companies. We have been through 4 techs now with a "big name" internet company. They think they finally fixed it. After re-wiring our entire house, and finally testing all the new cable outlets, we're in business( KNOCK ON WOOD!) Here's my new news!

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One, hours are finally somewhat stable, so that means---- we get to move out! We're looking at a few homes to rent and even a few apartments. I looked at a home and I just didn't feel that "spark". You know what I mean? Like, where you walk in and go "This is home." I really wanna go back to our first apartment we had Caden in. I loved that place, close to my Momma, and my first "real" home with Train. Then again I really really want the one here in town now, even though I said I didn't want to live in Wilmy. I loved the space and the neighborhood in general. the bedroom was humongeus and we have room to have pets.  ( Here's hoping they let us have pets anyways.) I wanna have my Bahlee boy back at home. I miss his little wet nose. He's almost 10 now. Such a beautiful dog. Plus, i want a dobbie. I really really want this dobbie puppy I saw. She's a pretty rust color with blue eyes. Of course I saw her in my dreams, and with a pretty bow on and she was in a box as a suprise. :-) I love the thought that Caden will grow up with a best buddy!

of course it would be nice to have a sibling too, but that's for a later topic!!

Well hopefully I can keep this thing updated now that we have full internet capabilities. Enjoy the evening! Love ya!!\

HI!

Quick apology as I have not been on in a while. Stupid modem on our home base computer is shot so I have to travel near the school to pick up WiFi or use Train's laptop ( which we pay monthly for). So, until then I have to use the slow computer :-)  However It has been a good weekend. It was nice enough that we actually spent the nights at my Mom's and just relaxed. I am trying my hardest to balance losing weight and stress, but they come hand in hand, as you can guess. I am trying to watch what I eat and be better at walking and exercising, but I fail miserably. :-)

ANyways, I am hoping that I get this job at the hubby's workplace. It will be steady hours and same pay, but at least we can move out! that means I can have more kiddos and a dog( not that I compare them ) but excited none the less! ANyways sorry so short, I'll include the picture of Ian my first senior portrait session, officially!

Graduation

Hello there!

Well I'm starting another blog. :-) It's Sunday evening, it's been raining all weekend :-( Mom's graduation from Indiana Weslyan University. She finally did it! She's been working her butt off to finish her nursing bachelor's degree. Raising 4 daughters and a loving home put her dreams to the back. Now she's done it! We're so proud of her.

Caden and I have been working on his alphabet. Singing alongs and colors too! I never realized how much it is to try and teach a child that much info at 4. He is a fast learner though!

Train is taking the summer quarter off due to lack off classes and instructors. But he was assured it won't delay him any longer. I am truly praying my hardest to find a different job. I need money to help us move out and here in suck-land Ohio there's nothing. I would even consider living in Kentucky with Dan, if it meant that we would have money and a home of our own.

Anyways, I better get ready for my Sunday night festivities. Shower, book time and Army Wives new episode! Cannot wait to see what happens. I'm Addicted I think I may need help.

Thinking about many many things tonight. Mostly money, and Mother's Day and kids. I need more of all 3 :-) What do you do for your Mother's Day celebrations?!

Meanwhile here are some photos to tide you over, just some recent events and whatnots.